Is it wrong ..

Is it wrong for me to miss you ? Is it wrong for me to care? Is it wrong for me to want to talk to you ?

Because clearly you don’t want me to …hands

A trecut deja o luna. Simt ca nici lacrimi nu mai am, nici forta sa mai lupt, daramite sa merg mai departe .

Simt ca oricat de mult m-as stradui, oricat as incerca sa te am inapoi, totul e in zadar. Ca si cum esti din ce in ce mai departe de mine.

Rabdare… Nu m-ai invatat sa am rabdare..

Imi vine sa urlu si sa tip!! Si jur ca ma las de tine, ca am varsat prea multe lacrimi si-am pierdut prea multe nopti gandindu-ma daca si tu suferi la fel ca mine, si daca… daca o sa mai vii inapoi. Fiindca nu mai pot de dor si doare…

Dar apoi, ma calmez..

Si ma-mbarbatez singura ” Inca o zi, inca una.. Apoi, cine stie, poate va fi mai bine.”

Desi nu e. Speranta nu face decat sa te ucida incet, dar sigur .

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